Being sick is never fun.  The past three weeks I have dealt with a whole lot of snot.  After my first round of antibiotics I found myself getting a stuffy nose and a hacking cough.  I let this go on for about week until my ears starting hurting.  It had turned into an ear infection.  Sunday I went back to the doctor and they gave me some more medicine. I can already feel this beginning to work.  

I like to think of my sickness of what life would be without Christ in my life.  With all the snot and junk, I would not be able to clear it up without a Savior.  Just like my sickness I was trying to prescribe things to myself, but you just can't do it on your own.  

Through this I have grown so much closer to my Lord.   Even though its tough in life, the Lord is always there.  He allows the hard times to happen, but he is there to comfort us.  

"...but Christ is all and in all." Colossians 3:11

He is my life.  

Through this I have come to learn...

"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts...Be Thankful

Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly...With Thankfulness

And to Do EVERYTHING in the name of the Lord Jesus...Giving Thanks."

Colossians 3:15-17

I could never clear up my daily snot without Christ.  

(Spiritually and Literally)

I'm Letting Go

Yesterday I woke to a beautiful spring morning and decided to go for a run.  With the sun shining, birds chirping, and the cool breeze I just couldn't resist but to embrace the beautiful day.  I laced up my tennis shoes and cranked up my ipod. 


 It wasn't too far down the course did I hear the words, 
" My heart beats, standing on the edge
But my feet have finally left the ledge


Like an acrobat
There’s no turning back


I’m letting go
Of the life I planned for me
And my dreams
Losing control
Of my destiny
Feels like I’m falling and that’s what it’s like to believe
So I’m letting go


This is a giant leap of faith
Trusting and trying to embrace


The fear of the unknown
Beyond my comfort zone"


I just love it when the Lord is constantly reminding me to trust him.  I was empowered by his spirit that it motivated me to run 2.5 miles.  I was overwhelmed by the love of the Lord to just be content.  


Once I got home I read Luke 9:57-62.  In this passage it speaks of the cost of following Christ.  The Lord was reminding me that the path to following Jesus is not comfortable or easy, but he is always there to guide me.  It tells the story of 3 men whom Jesus wanted to follow him.  The men constantly were telling the Lord to wait...  Jesus insists that following him must take first priority over every other relationship and obligation.  


Jesus said to him," No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God."  I need to keep looking forward and let the Lord lead my life.  


I need to quit controlling...

Are you Ready?

Life has been going great.  Friday night I went to a concert in Nashville with some friends.  Saturday I woke up mid afternoon, went on a 6 mile walk with Derrick, and then watched the Sandlot with some friends.  Sunday went to church then spent the day with Derrick in Lawrenceburg at his grandparents.  Yesterday woke up, read my Bible, went to work, watched the WKU game, and then... Life didn't go as I had planned.  My whole weekend had gone great. It was filled with fun times with the people I love, but I forgot about the most important person in my life.  His name is Jesus.  Usually he is the center of my life, but for some reason I did not feel a need to include Him.

Last night nothing tragic happened, just little things...

After an hour of being "Nancy Negative", I got home only to realize how selfish I was and self reliant I had been.  On Sunday at church Jody spoke about Peter denying Jesus in Mark 14:66-72.  "I do not know this man of whom you speak of."  Last night I was convicted, I had denied the one whom I love the most.  

This morning I woke up and listened to a sermon that talked about being ready for the return of Jesus.  Recently in classes it has been the talk of the world ending soon and I never really let it penetrate that it really could.  We don't know when it will happen, but it could happen at any time.  We need to be ready.  

"Therefore,stay awake, for you do not know on what day your Lord is coming. But know this, that if the master of the house had known in what part of the night the thief was coming, he would have stayed awake and would not have let his house be broken into. Therefore you also must be ready, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour you do not expect." Matthew 24:42-44

I can not live ONE day slacking off.  Thank goodness for God's amazing grace and the power of the Holy Spirit to lead my life in truth.  

 " Therefore, beloved, since you are waiting for these, be diligent to be found by him without spot or blemish, and at peace. And count the patience of our Lord as salvation, just as our beloved brother Paul also wrote to you according to the wisdom given him, as he does in all his letters when he speaks in them of these matters. There are some things in them that are hard to understand, which the ignorant and unstable twist to their own destruction, as they do the other Scriptures. You therefore, beloved, knowing this beforehand, take care that you are not carried away with the error of lawless people and lose your own stability. But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.To him be the glory both now and to the day of eternity. Amen."

2 Peter 3:14-18

Breaks are always good for the Lord to bring my life back to focus.  

Spring Break.

"There is a time for everything, 
  and a season for every activity under heaven:
 a time to be born and a time to die, 
 a time to plant and a time to uproot,
 a time to kill and a time to heal, 
 a time to tear down and a time to build,
 a time to weep and a time to laugh, 
 a time to mourn and a time to dance,
 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them, 
 a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
 a time to search and a time to give up, 
 a time to keep and a time to throw away,
 a time to tear and a time to mend, 
 a time to be silent and a time to speak,
 a time to love and a time to hate, 
 a time for war and a time for peace." Ecclesiastes 3:1-8


Today starts my spring break.
I am so excited for this time.
I am not going anywhere special, but sometimes that is the best.  You can stay and rest and be content.  I will spend my time reading, working, hanging out with Derrick, enjoying the beautiful warm weather, and many other wonderful things.  I am thanking the Lord for this time.  

Father(S) knows Best

On Sunday at church I was given the opportunity to go to Haiti for a couple of weeks this summer.  Going to Africa last summer my eyes were opened up to so many different things of this world and my heart longs to reach others in all the nations.  I found out about Haiti kind of last minute and slung the idea upon my parents that I wanted to go.  I was supposed to make my decision by Wednesday and felt compelled to go, but wasn't sure if it was really where the Lord wanted me.  After praying boldly I still felt the urge to go, but my parents were not at peace about it.  My dad kept saying "You can serve at home."  Don't get him wrong, he thinks there is a great need for people in Haiti, but there is also a need here.  If the Lord wanted me there then he would have allowed it to happen.  


Just today in my discipleship, my bible study leader and I were discussing evangelism and how we are called to share the gospel ALWAYS.  We talked about the Great Commission. 


"Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in[a] the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age." Matthew 28:16-20


I was convicted because often times it takes me to "GO" somewhere to actually share my faith.  I forgot that there are lost souls around me.  The Lord has another great opportunity for me that I just don't know about.  


Katie shared three simple words for how I should live my daily life and they are:
Win others for Christ
Build them up
Send them out


Through this I have learned that both my Heavenly Father and Earthly Father know what is best for me.  I am truly blessed because they both care for me so much. 


Please continue to pray for Haiti.  That is one of the most powerful ways that you can help!

Living in the Present

Being a planner that I am, I always seem to jump ahead.  I seem to always think about the future and what the Lord's plan for my life will be.  I think that it is safe to say that any girl can be guilty of doing this.  We begin to a timeline as to when things will happen and God laughs.  He laughs because he has it all planned out and we don't have a clue.  

It was yesterday that I realized that I had been focusing way too much on the future and not being content in the present.  I have realized that what the Lord wants to do with my life is all his.  I want to do it all in his timing and not mine.  I realized that I need to stop planning and to start listening.  

So...

Today I am rejoicing in this beautiful weather.  The sun is shining, the birds are chirping, and the warm weather has started to approach us.  I am going to sit and listen to what the Lord has  for my life.  I spent the morning embarking on this wonderful life that the Lord has blessed me with and read his word.  He has continued to teach me that being with him is all that I need.  

Right now in my life he has blessed me with the opportunity to go to college.  In my textile design class we are getting to design our own fabric and have it shipped off to be made.  I am so excited to be doing that.  My inspiration for my fabric is this fun apron found at Anthropologie.  

The Lord has taught me to be content with the present and not get wrapped up in the future. 

"So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom... Satisfy us in the morning with your steadfast love, that we may rejoice and be glad all of our days."  Psalm 90:12-14

Put on the Full Armor of God

This video is a clear depiction of our daily walk as Christians.  Satan is constantly throwing some form of temptation in our direction.  Like the song says, "You are all I want, You are all I need, You are everything, You are everything!!!" As much as we yearn for the Lord, we are constantly being knocked down which is why we need to be prepared.


"Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.  Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.   In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints." Ephesians 6:11-18


I pray to be more prepared and to put on my FULL ARMOR OF GOD...each day!